12.30.2005
its good to have goals.
12.28.2005
to Spoon.
I miss it sometimes. Well. Actually quite a bit. I lay awake these days thinking of how I would strangle my arms in ungodly positions if only to save her from waking. Why did cutting off the blood to my arm seem worth it? Dunno. Every bit of it, every second was indeed tremendous. Maybe thats it. Or maybe it was the pacification of the act. I mean quite literally like a child's pacifier fits the mouth to satisfy, so do two spooning bodies.
sigh.
loneliness, regret, "who is she spooning now?"...these be my demons.
I miss it sometimes. Well. Actually quite a bit. I lay awake these days thinking of how I would strangle my arms in ungodly positions if only to save her from waking. Why did cutting off the blood to my arm seem worth it? Dunno. Every bit of it, every second was indeed tremendous. Maybe thats it. Or maybe it was the pacification of the act. I mean quite literally like a child's pacifier fits the mouth to satisfy, so do two spooning bodies.
sigh.
loneliness, regret, "who is she spooning now?"...these be my demons.
12.25.2005
CIA Chief Admits To Torture After Six-Hour Beating, Electrocution
Can someone tell me if this is:
A. Irony
B. Satire
C. Both A & B
D. A wonderfully crafted fictional story that if it were a real outcome, its effect would be karma satisfied, and the hubris imolated.
E. WTF?
Please choose wisely.
Can someone tell me if this is:
A. Irony
B. Satire
C. Both A & B
D. A wonderfully crafted fictional story that if it were a real outcome, its effect would be karma satisfied, and the hubris imolated.
E. WTF?
Please choose wisely.
12.23.2005
12.17.2005
When the beams of sunlight distorting the view of your monitor or television really get to you, perhaps there’s something better to do with your time.
12.15.2005
Your past behavior has shown, and now once again DEMONSTRATED its nefarious repetitive nature and ultimately cost you a chance at having a friendship with me.
And until I am shown strong evidence otherwise, I will remain unmovable from my position.
< END >
And until I am shown strong evidence otherwise, I will remain unmovable from my position.
< END >
12.13.2005
I will swallow poison, until I grow immune. I will scream my lungs out, till it fills this room.... Indifference - Pearl Jam
12.11.2005
Sometimes an artist captures your feelings so well, ... words are hard to find.
Stephen Lynch's classic.
Stephen Lynch's classic.
12.08.2005
The trick to anything is over-analysis. You can conquer anything with the power of thought and Psychotonomy. So there's only a %0.4 chance of that scenerio being valid? Who cares? Sometimes you just need to believe it for it to become true.
Sometimes...
17 seconds is all you need.
Sometimes...
17 seconds is all you need.
12.03.2005
"In this country, the state lacks the authority to ban protected speech on the ground that it affects the listener's or observer's thoughts and attitudes,"
said the Matthew Kennelly as he ruled against a video game sex/violence ban.
its just nice to know that somewhere, somehow, there's a judge aware of the constitution of these united states.
said the Matthew Kennelly as he ruled against a video game sex/violence ban.
its just nice to know that somewhere, somehow, there's a judge aware of the constitution of these united states.
12.02.2005
the best the camera on my phone can do
