Rediscover Communication

the weather was shitty yeaterday so i burned a cd

March 27, 2004
1. ministry “stigmata”
2. tweeker “swamp”
3. radiohead “the amazing sound of orgy”
4. crystal method “roll it up”
5. incubus “new skin”
6. alice in chains “damn that river”
7. puscifer “rev 22:20”
8. soundgarden “jesus christ pose”
9. foo fighters “for all the cows”
10. failure “enjoy the silence”
11. bush “machinehead”
12. sunna “I miss”
13. kmfdm “terror”
14. prodigy “fuel my fire”
15. nine inch nails “gave up”
16. vast “lady of my dreams”
17. filter “hey man nice shot”
18. wookie foot “don’t listen"

today again the weather is shit, perhaps more cookies will be made by me today. maybe another cd, maybe some movies.

adams opinion:

this weeks south park, not as good as last week
new marcy playground, quite good, i seem to enjoy it more while walking

Oasis: Pure Human Tragedy

that is cool that you guys posted that... I saw it last night (the first SP I have watched in probably 6 months or more) and was going to do a general post with "Lets Fighting Love" as the tagline.... I thought it was hilarious.
"Who would do this to a dog?"
"Unfortunately for him, I'm a people doctor"

the episode was nicely done,
and they picked the perfect re-run episode to ply before it on wednesday

Lets Fighting Love

This wonderful penis thing
And golden balls' hair are here.
Is that the sound of a sarubobo? 1
No! It's the ninjas!
Hey hey let's go fight!
This is important: protect my balls!
I am evil, so let's fighting...
Let's fighting love!
Let's fighting love!
This song is a little stupid
It doesn't make sense
Its English is fucked up
Is that OK? We do it all the time!
Hey hey let's go fight...

I lived in Duluth. I was born there, actually. It is ok. Good points and bad.
Good: beautiful scenery, good university, associated youthful population
Bad: No job market of any kind, even higher population of nursing home escapees, and occasional foul air from cloquet.
If you can find a satisfactory job there and don't mind being near the university to find people your own age, then Duluth is great.
Geographically, if I were to live in MN permanently or semipermanently, I would live there. Very similar in some ways to AK, except there are very very few old people in AK, which is helpful when driving. :) It is just difficult if you don't go to school there.
Far better than brainerd, however.

Lake Superior, Duluth. 3/14/04

Most of us Brainerd folk already know what this looks like in the summer, but for those who don't you could just imagine...
Lovely, huh?

It's decided. I'm moving to Duluth.
Anyone else coming with??

"down in a hole, jesus tries to crack a smile. underneath another shovel load" c. cornell

Ugh. Back from lunch. Finished shoveling my face full of overcooked cafeteria slop, and shoveling my mind full of overblown corporate slop. "We just launched a big new product that is going to revolutionize our company (yay) and you should be proud of your contribution, you nameless cog in our large and incessantly turning wheel."
Standard fare for self-congratulatory corporate videos. "Our company has a great future. We are truly benefitting mankind, which is obviously our one and only motivation for such an endeavor. We couldn't have done it without you. Employees 854398 - 854733 have been terminated due to questionable accounting practices. Security will escort you from your cube. Bid farewell to your fellow slaves, and thank you for a job well done."

the fantasy of escape from a world that doesn't relate or understand. the mental order which rarely allow certain people to step up, unknowingly based simply on how people are just suppose to be socially placed.
"i understand why they say that high school never ends"
at what point will i get myself to another job. i wish change wasn't so difficult to embark upon for me.

i was having a descussion with my aunt about my observasions of people in groups. being so similar to observations i was making when i was younger, how the pointless "highschool drama" never really goes away. the girls sitting in tabels gossipping about everyone's lives. the boys some of the same, standing in their designated corners. all latching on to whichever glowing ego suits them best. so it was really cool to hear it mention a bit in the new icubus album (which i quite enjoy)

i've been unable to be online for a week and a half. the eathernet port in my dsl modem stopped working. i've switched to cable now. something i probably should have done earlier, (repeat difficulties in changing remark).
really excited to hear of the new marcy playground album finally. thank you adam. i had 215 e-mail messages when i got back online and yours was the only one from a real person. as i drop dsl my email will be done. for the time being i will be useing

theletter_y@hotmail.com.

Relatives of people who seriously attempt or complete suicide often blame themselves or become extremely angry, seeing the attempt or act as selfish. However, when people are suicidal, they often mistakenly believe that they are doing their friends and relatives a favor by taking themselves out of the world and these irrational beliefs often drive their behavior.

My last name is number one.

My last name is the 35th most common name in the US.
Just thought you'd like to know.

Yep, it's Stainboy, and he's in LaChapelle Land,

ok, everyone. Another episode of "Stock Photos of Hot Chicks Showing Up in Strange Places". Chad, remember when we were perusing websites related to that Canadian collection agency, and there was a picture of a girl that I had seen on the Jameco electronics part catalog? Here she is in yet another place (4 photos down).

But that is not the strange part. I saw in the onion a few weeks ago, in the pictures on the right hand side, a picture of a woman with the caption. "Woman with great rack told she has beautiful eyes". In my web meanderings, I found her featured on another website, albeit in a slightly different setting.
Does anyone remember what I am talking about? Is this the same girl?

... [Kilgore] Trout's favorite formula was to describe a perfectly hideous society,
not unlike his own, and then, toward the end, to suggest ways in which it could
be improved. In 2BRO2B he hypothecated an America in which almost all of the
work was done by machines, and the only people who could get work had three
or more Ph.D's. There was a serious overpopulation problem, too.

All serious diseases had been conquered. So death was voluntary,
and the government, to encourage volunteers for death,
set up a purple-roofed Ethical Suicide Parlor at every major intersection,
right next door to an orange-roofed Howard Johnson's. There were pretty
hostesses in the parlor, and Barca-Loungers, and Muzak, and a choice
of fourteen painless ways to die. The suicide parlors were busy places,
because so many people felt silly and pointless, and because it was supposed
to be an unselfish, patriotic thing to do, to die. The suicides also got free last meals next door.

And so on. Trout had a wonderful imagination.
One of the characters asked a death stewardess if he would go to Heaven,
and she told him that of course he would. He asked if he would see God,
and she said, "Certainly, honey."
And he said, "I sure hope so. I want to ask Him something I never
was able to find out down here."
"What's that?" she said, strapping him in.
"What in the hell are people for?"


*excerpt from Kurt Vonnegut, Jr.'s God Bless You, Mr. Rosewater