3.25.2003

 
< j >
I just watched my first episode of "24". I was very impressed. I don't really like getting caught up in the "most amazing show this season" kind of hype, so I skipped the whole first season and this much of the 2nd. I am tempted to buy the DVD set and see the 1st season. Good show in the current absence of xfiles/millennium goodness. I thought "Miracles" might be ok, but was sorely, sorely disappointed. quite poor. Dead Zone was a bit of a disappointment as well, though not as gratingly bad as Miracles.
oh well.
< 21:28 >< /j > < 0 >< # >

3.17.2003

 
< j >
hello... sorry for not checking the blog more... I am home on spring break, and dial-up is just too depressingly slow to use.
Firstly, Chad, I am sorry to hear about your mom's health problems. I can only imagine what it must be like. I hope she is able to get better quickly.
As for the airplane questions on the website, I am glad that I finally have a topic I can speak with a little knowledge on... airplanes and physics. I worked as an aircraft mechanic a couple of summers ago on DC-6's and C-46's, and most of the things were structural issues (squawks, as they were called) that I was supposed to fix.
Has anyone seen the webcam video of the plane hitting the pentagon biulding? I guess there was a webcam located nearby and the crash was in the field of view. it is only a quick shot (obviously), but showed the plane striking the building at the base of the building right at the first floor, and then the explosion afterward. Amazing footage, to say the least.
I looked at the pictures very carefully on #5, and I CAN see where the plane hit, but there is very little damage at the wings for a good reason. Airplanes are simply not structurally solid enough to cause that much damage to a building as solid as the pentagon. With airplanes, engineers are walking a very fine line between building the vehicle strong enough to withstand the stresses of flight and light enough to actually fly. The are little more than flying pop cans. Seriously. I have crawled all over inside and in between the structures of airplanes and I am still surprised that they can be built as thinly and "weakly" as they are and still fly, but they do.
For instance, from the boeing website, I calculated the empty weight of a 757-200 as 77,092 pounds. This is the equivalent of only 12 cubic meters of aluminum. And the actual value is probably less, because a significant fraction of the airplanes mass is engine.
So anyway, the reason you don't see damage at the wing locations is because the wings aren't massive enough to cause any. You would expect the damage to be concentrated at the center of mass, which would be the center. And this is what you see.
As for parts, the plane hitting the ground/pentagon just disintegrated. you can see this from the crash site in Pennsylvania, it hit at a similar angle (and similar speed-most likely 400-450mph), but there was nothing left bigger than a half a meter or so. again the crater is at the center of mass, which is the center of the airplane.
What wasn't shredded off the airframe (and a large amount that was) was melted in the explosion. Aluminum melts at 1220 F, and temperatures at the center of the explosion were estimated at over 3000 degrees.
Another thing I noticed is the illustration of the airplane in #5 was at the wrong angle. The plane didn't hit the building face on, but hit it about 45 degrees off the wall. The shape of the airplane at this angle would have produced a hole like you see in the picture. Look to the left side of the airplane at the ground floor. you can see the path ot the damage of the left wing. the right wing's mark was on the part ot the building that burned and was obliterated.
I guess that many people try too hard to come up with alternative explanations for disasters. Josh morgan and family was great for this.But sometimes things actually do happen the way they appear. i have said this before, but 9-11 incident is simply too big to contain. it required a large deal of coordination, and it would not be possible to hide.
I was reading a CS Lewis book and I found a quote that said what I was trying to say before, but much more eloquently. This is a fairly common effect with CS Lewis...:)

"Before leaving the subject of Reason, I must point out that authority not only combines with experience to produce the raw material, the "facts," but also has to be frequently used instead of reasoning itself as a method of getting conclusions. For example, few of us have followed the reasoning on which even ten percent of the truths we believe are based. We accept them on authority from the experts and are wise to do so, for though we are therebty sometimes deveived, yet we should have to live like savages if we did not."

This is a little bit out of the context in which he wrote (I would suggest reading a CS Lewis book... any will do), but the idea is right.
Sometimes things really do happen the way they appear.
< 18:16 >< /j > < 0 >< # >
 
< Apple >
George W Bush, or tic tacs? YOU DECIDE!
< 03:42 >< /Apple > < 0 >< # >

3.13.2003

 
< ~ chad >
wow. that is some really compelling evidence.
I don't understand how anyone can take the gov version of the story as truth.
well, i guess it makes everyone feel safer to believe that Big Brother is genuinely caring, and loving...
because when you start putting the evidence together your mind becomes almost ... well... disconnected.
its like something that jeff said about UFOs. "all it takes is just ONE of them to be true"....
to me the same statement is warrented for these UNANSWERED questions that apples so kindly presented to us.

i'm kinda done with the war talk jeff, just curious as to you would refute #5 from apple's link.

in other news.... i'm in Rochester (Mayo Clinic)...
My mom was put on one of those breathing machines... tubes all over and stuff... she almost died she had so much carbon in her bloodstream. Family is rushing down. I got out of work and skipped the coldplay concert to get down.
But it appears that she is going to be ok. it sucks because she can't talk and has to write everything on a clipboard.

and in yet other news....
I don't get to check the blog/email much because my computer is miles away... and i'm working all the time.
I'm looking for apartments in Minneapolis. AT&T is a crazy place.... but it looks like a great job.
well, you know... besides working for the man and all....
< 19:10 >< /~ chad > < 0 >< # >
 
< Apple >
An interesting link
< 17:28 >< /Apple > < 0 >< # >

3.12.2003

 
< Apple >
spaghetti-o's with cut up hot dogs is a wonderful before-bed treat!
< 01:48 >< /Apple > < 0 >< # >

3.10.2003

 
< j >
hello... I can only spend a second to post... first, my apologies if the war discussion continued too long. It went longer than I expected, but I rather enjoyed it because I don't verbally debate well with people. Obviously, the subject can change if others wish.

Kudos on the job hunt, chad. let us know when you get there how you are doing

mo' l8r
< 10:13 >< /j > < 0 >< # >

3.09.2003

 
< ~ chad >
check out this site called BadNews... its run by a friend of mine.
< 09:34 >< /~ chad > < 0 >< # >
 
< ~ chad >
myow.

hehe.
alright ladies and gentlemen.
You might not be hearing from me in a while. I start at AT&T on Monday and will likely be disconnected from the internet until I can secure living quarters. I am fairly sure I have a couch to sleep on in the meantime. I'll be quitting Godfathers tomorrow... I haven't even got my first check. It will feel weird. But oh well...
my horoscope should read:

Unexpected career blessing will be bring distance between loved ones.

....in bed.
haha
ok
< 09:26 >< /~ chad > < 0 >< # >

3.08.2003

 
< Apple >
KITTIES!!!
< 22:26 >< /Apple > < 0 >< # >

3.07.2003

 
< Apple >
fight the bullshit

and the mac commercial parody was great stuff!
< 15:43 >< /Apple > < 0 >< # >
 
< Apple >
DALnet's decision to ban file trading is a bunch of bullshit, why else would the attacks suddenly stop after their decision to do this? It's way too coincidental!

"While we recognize that the transfers themselves do not happen on our network, and are a product of a direct connection between the clients involved"

DALnet themselves say that the transfers themselves have NO impact on their network, so why, then, would the stopping of file trading channels bring the network back up? the only logical conclusion is that the attackers have something to gain from this new policy, and the biggest people who would gain from this policy are the BSA, MPAA, and RIAA. All 3 of those groups have bullied people/companies into giving them what they want. Even the RIAA has asked/bullied/paid off congress to try passing a bill that allows them to hack someone's system if they are even suspected (by the RIAA) of having illegal music, and the RIAA sees any mp3's as illegal, even though you may have personally ripped them.
< 15:38 >< /Apple > < 0 >< # >
 
< Jenny >
Jeff, I just have to say that that is the single funniest parody of the Mac owner commercials I have ever seen. "Mac killed my inner child." Good find. Good find.
And Chad, "Just Pretend" is a more than welcome addition to my playlist. Gorgeous. It's nice to see Ben Kweller and Ben Folds hooking up.

...and now I'll go back to hiding from this circular war discussion.
{Curtsey and exit stage left}
< 03:51 >< /Jenny > < 0 >< # >
 
< ~ chad >
Media Exchange!
I won't be able to veiw what you posted for a few days jeff (dialup)... but i'll getright it eventually....
remember when, i think it was jeff and apples... said the RIAA might be behind the DOS attacks on Dalnet?... check this out.

I feel like one of the lone gunmen here.
It just seems to coincidental... that they could be plagued by a security flaw for months, and then simultaneously the network becomes heallthy, and trading is now banned.
It really seems like the behavior of someone being coerced to me.

Anyways... back to the media exchange.
THE BENS!

their first track : The Bens - Just Pretend (Triple J).mp3
< 03:05 >< /~ chad > < 0 >< # >

3.06.2003

 
< j >
this is hilarious. :)
< 14:35 >< /j > < 0 >< # >
 
< j >
I didn't mean that they actually were rent-a-cops, just that their mentality was of the doerflerish variety- I reread my post and I realize I was unclear on that. My fault.

Another thing to think of with the "International terrorist" shirt is how libel affects Free Speech. Now there can be a legal debate back and forth (and there is), but the way I understand things now that it is illegal to make outright false publications about somebody. Now obviously there are people who are going to find a slough of information about how Bush once profited from the sale a baseball card from a card shop to some mid-level terrorist who was a Rangers fan or something like that and use that as evidence that Bush supports terrorism and qualify their position that he is a terrorist. It is the new McCarthyism. Everybody is pointing fingers at each other, calling them terrorists. The ONDCP says drug users support terrorism, and if you follow the money, at some point they do. The drug users (recreational and otherwise) point the finger at everyone who buys and sells oil in its many forms as supporters of terrorism, and if you follow the money, at some point they do. Bush is a terrorism supporter because he had financial dealings with oil companies. I am a terrorism supporter because I buy gas occasionally for my car, have clothes that were probably made in a sweatshop, blew up fireworks made by little kids in China, and even owned stock for a short time in an energy company in my short-lived stock trading endeavour. You are a terrorism supporter for the same reasons. See how the term has been devalued? But this is a digression from what we are talking about, free speech. Anyhow, back to the International Terrorist shirt. You have to admit that a shirt that has the President (whoever he may be and whether you like him or not) and the words "International Terrorist" on it could be construed as inflammatory, at least, and simply incorrect at worst. If I wore a shirt that had a picture of an aborted baby and a saying about how "Abortion is Murder" or something like that, I would definitely (and I reluctantly admit, rightly) be asked to turn it inside out, because it is inflammatory and simply not necessary or proper in a school setting. But if I were in an abortion protest, in the correct forum, that should be (and is) allowed. In the end, I echo what I said last night, that there are limits on free speech, and there is a correct and proper way to speak freely. I guess I look at what I say and ask "is this, first of all, correct?" and then "Should I in fact be saying this right here and right now?".
I admit it is difficult, nigh unto impossible to get dissenting opinions to the masses. But I guess I leave it up to the individual to seek out that information for himself and not push it on him. There are sources available (tv/radio/traditional media are admittedly parodies of dissenting opinion, but on some level they make you aware it is out there, at least), in particular, the internet. I just did a Google search and found over 2 million hits in 0.06 seconds on the phrase "war on Iraq". If that isn't easy, I don't know what is. I love Google...:) I don't like being force- or spoon-fed information by biased sources (which, as we have defined earlier is nearly any source) anymore than you or the next guy. And I don't think that opinion is really changed by this spoon-feeding. Everyone by this point has pretty much made up their mind about it one way or the other, barring some totally new event. Changes in opinion come more from changes in current events than from mobilizing a protest, however large. I can only directly speak for myself, and my view is kind of a middle of the road one, that war may be indeed necessary, but that we should be very careful about jumping into it. As in slow nearly to a fault. But when/if the time comes, and it is appropriate (indeed, necessary), then to do otherwise would be negligent.

I should read the Stupid White Men book... I have to say that the title is a little off-putting, but "never judge a book...". I will look for it in the library here at school. Most likely they have it right here.
I guess that given my current dataset on Colin Powell, I don't really see how he is any more corrupted than any of us. It is impossible for anyone in a position of any power at all to be unbiased and free of any taint. In the end, we just choose our stains...
anyhow, good discussion... makes you think a bit, which is a welcome thing.
< 12:13 >< /j > < 0 >< # >
 
< ~ chad >
isolated incidents?
no jeff, read the articles again. These were not rent-a-cops.
They were not mall security guards... they were city police officers in both cases. So if not in places of commerce, and not in places of education... then where exactly?
I'm sure that the man with the "Give peace a chance" shirt was not there to disrupt business. The kind of discrimination that the owner or whoever showed by having him removed is just stupid. Its like saying "no colorerds".
The same civil rights that protect blacks, gays, women, two-headed green people, whatever... should also protect opinions. Those deadly t-shirt activists...... fuck.
I just fear the day that I have to worry about what i'm wearing/reading/thinking. Wait, its already upon us.

And the people handing out flyers in the mall were not there to disrupt anything either. They know that the best way to reach Americans is to go to shopping centers. Thats what Americans do. They amuse themselves with possessions. Jeff... you have to admit that it is impossible to get dissenting opinions out to the masses... tv/radio isn't an option because that particular viewpoint isn't profitable. So I guess the only place left is the street corner. Wait. Not even there anymore.

And I have thought about running for office...
Read Stupid White Men I have a copy I can borrow you. Its very light reading... should only take a day or 2. You'll learn about Powell and his personal financial ties to AOL/Time Warner and the FCC.
I don't know how you can put your faith in, to me, obviously corrupt people.
< 04:18 >< /~ chad > < 0 >< # >

3.05.2003

 
< j >
Censoship that is, I agree. All of us should be able to speak as we wish. Absolutely no argument there. The only thing that I think of is that you are judging the actions of isolated doerfler-ish mall rent-a-cops as indicative of the ideals that are held to by all law enforcement (cops, military, feds, etc). And we still have forums for free speech... but not EVERY conceivable place is the correct place to air your feelings. Malls and stores, in the end, are private property, and just as you can kick someone off your land, they can kick anyone they wish off of theirs. Now the treatment by the cops, if true, (I have no reason to question those arrested, but it is only their side) is obviously wrong. Duh.
I look at things a little differently than you, I suppose. My dad was in the Air Force ROTC when he was in college... This was as the Vietnam war was ending. A lot of the protests had ended but he still has a lot of stories of people shouting "babykiller" and other things at him as he walked on campus in his uniform. (Every Wednesday the cadets have to wear their uniforms- I am sitting across the room from a guy who has his on right now) I think that there needs to be great care taken in HOW things are said, in addition to WHAT is being said and WHO you are saying it to. The reason that many protetsters are looked down on is that there is still a bad taste in many peoples mouths that stretches back to that time.
If you are so fed up with the Imperialist United States, why not move to Canada? You have mentioned it before... Or why not wade in and do something about things in a more direct way? Run for office. I am serious. There are lots of positions at the lower levels of government that would be a place to start, and you could work your way up from there. I think that you would find that elected office is more difficult than you think. Or go back to school... This is something that has bothered me with a lot of people (not you really, just people in general) that they like to complain about things (here I am thinking particularly of energy concerns), but have no idea what they are talking about, let alone what to do about it. People protest, for instance, nuclear power, but it is by far the best course of action as far as environmental cleanliness, efficiency, safety, health and a ton of other reasons. But most of the people are just misinformed. They trust fringe datasets and biased data sources as being truth, and don't know the physics of what is happening well enough to comment. The same goes for alot of other political things. Everybody has an opinion, but nobody has any facts. I know we all make decisions the best we can, but I think that unless we have intimate knowledge of what is going on and have the knowledge to actually make an educated change, that we should refrain from speaking many times (but not all, obviously). An example would be with the war protests... I mean, really. What does Sean Penn know about anything, let alone national security, military strategy and foreign relations? What makes him an authority to be listened to? People totally blow off incredibly intelligent, capable, experienced people who are in a position to know what is going on (like Colin Powell-a guy I would like to see as President someday) and listen to people who get their data from CNN. Or worse, people who get fringe data and believe it as truth.
anyhow, I guess in the end, it doesn't matter. Even if I had something important to say, it wouldn't matter. What qualifies as important?
< 23:02 >< /j > < 0 >< # >
 
< ~ chad >
"One police officer chanted USA, USA, No Blood for Oil - and then made the sound of bombs falling and exploding over our cell speakers"

is this freedom?
is this how a free society conducts itself?
you don't see censorship at all jeff?
you don't see Law Enforcement becoming less about keeping the peace, and more about controlling opinion?
to me it is obvious...

< 18:05 >< /~ chad > < 0 >< # >

3.04.2003

 
< Apple >
but chad, our asshole wasn't elected...
< 07:11 >< /Apple > < 0 >< # >
 
< ~ chad >
"Life during wartime is your own fault. Don't elect the asshole next time." - Adam Duritz
< 02:58 >< /~ chad > < 0 >< # >

3.02.2003

 
< j >
well... I haven't read the Howard Zinn book, and I hate to beat a dead horse, but the idea that war always follows recession is an example of another type of logical fallacy called "Post hoc, ergo propter hoc", which is Latin for "After this, therefore because of this". I realize there is a lot of data and history involved (you mentioned book as "heavy reading"), but the two things (war and economics) are closely tied, but I think in more of a parallel way instead of serially, like you implied. I don't think that war brings us our of recession, I think that impending war leads us into one. Ever since the 9/11 attacks, the economy has been hurting significantly. It is a unique period in history (this however-poorly-named war on terrorism is a unique war), and the economy has been acting strangely because of it. There has been an "impending war" for 1 1/2 years now and the economy is showing the strain. Just look at the Dow and NASDAQ volumes for the last two weeks, two months, two years and tell me the trend you see. An analogy would be a person getting sick. You feel worse and worse, largely because of the dread of puking (puking here aptly representing war). Finally, when the puking actually occurs, you are at your lowest point of being sick. You feel better afterwards, but the act of puking did not in fact make you better. There are immunological effects at work on a more complex level (a higher-dimensonal Hilbert or feature space, to use a Neural Networks analogy), and the puking is really only a symptom and contribution of the larger problem.
Anyhow, this is an imperfect analogy, but all analogies are...
anyhow... I guess in all of this, I think that I should make clear the point that I am not pro-war. Not at all. In fact, war has been something that has quite frankly scared me since I was a small child (still does...). But at the same time, I (however reluctantly) see the value that results from a war. It becomes a necessary thing at times, when the value outweighs the costs. The good of the many outweighing the good of the few, says Mr. Spock. I guess that I look at it as a matter of trust (in the end we all have to, whether we like it or not) that the people working on this type of thing are doing the best they can. People do and will trust my opinion and work as an engineer, because that is what I have specialized in. I have to trust that these people (not the ones you see in the news, btw) are specialists in this and have a far better idea of what is going on and the necessary steps to take than I do. The information we have from whatever sources we have does not qualify us as experts on national security. I know this does not fit in with my idea of "Trust no one" but in the grand scheme of things we do, even if in a de facto sort of way...
< 18:39 >< /j > < 0 >< # >

3.01.2003

 
< ~ chad >
weapons of mass amnesia!

hehe... Android Rumsfeld is shaking his hand...
< 13:46 >< /~ chad > < 0 >< # >
 
< ~ chad >
god jeff.
defense spending... it helps the economy. it just does.
everytime we approach a recession we start a war... coincidence?
read peoples history of the united states by Howard Zinn.

its got way too many juicy facts than you could wrap your mind around.
i'm only 3/4 of the way through it... its thick reading.

on a lighter... more worthwhile note....
Russian Ark is a movie that is doing something never even attempted i'm sure. the entire film is ONE CONTINUOUS SHOT. no cuts.... thousands of cast members. elaborate. beautiful filmmaking.
quicktime trailer
< 03:58 >< /~ chad > < 0 >< # >