Rediscover Communication

through the window the crickets sing their familiar tune
the drug out addiction some have to fireworks booms over their song every few minutes
and
though i've never really drawn enjoyment from these explosions, it's nice that these children are enjoying themselves. as long as my home is not harmed.
is ambition somthing that one is born with, taught, or tricked into?
it seems soometime ago, i lost the fear of going to hell. on a long timeline pain and pleasure become numb and accepted as almost the same.
i've shut the window and the cricket songs are mute to me.