Rediscover Communication

the fantasy of escape from a world that doesn't relate or understand. the mental order which rarely allow certain people to step up, unknowingly based simply on how people are just suppose to be socially placed.
"i understand why they say that high school never ends"
at what point will i get myself to another job. i wish change wasn't so difficult to embark upon for me.

i was having a descussion with my aunt about my observasions of people in groups. being so similar to observations i was making when i was younger, how the pointless "highschool drama" never really goes away. the girls sitting in tabels gossipping about everyone's lives. the boys some of the same, standing in their designated corners. all latching on to whichever glowing ego suits them best. so it was really cool to hear it mention a bit in the new icubus album (which i quite enjoy)

i've been unable to be online for a week and a half. the eathernet port in my dsl modem stopped working. i've switched to cable now. something i probably should have done earlier, (repeat difficulties in changing remark).
really excited to hear of the new marcy playground album finally. thank you adam. i had 215 e-mail messages when i got back online and yours was the only one from a real person. as i drop dsl my email will be done. for the time being i will be useing

theletter_y@hotmail.com.